This town is giving my mixed emotions. Some days it's the most beautiful place in existence and I can stand to be here and go outside and look around and go swimming and enjoy it here. But otherwise, I get so frustrated here. I don't want to be here. I want to be in Aberdeen, or Glasgow or Inverness just back in Scotland. Which is silly. Because I hardly remember being there but I just want to go back so badly and not rot in this hole of a town.
I want my life to go somewhere, and I'm bloody scared of my life not going anywhere I think that's my biggest fear that I'll just become obsolete. Which will happen because on a planet of billions what have I got to contribute. My life is completely meaningless as of this point in time. And it's not a sad fact but it's just a statement of fact.
I want my life to go somewhere, and I'm bloody scared of my life not going anywhere I think that's my biggest fear that I'll just become obsolete. Which will happen because on a planet of billions what have I got to contribute. My life is completely meaningless as of this point in time. And it's not a sad fact but it's just a statement of fact.
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