I have a future.

And it's scary. But good. Since I can do what I want in that time.

This

Writing. I want to write something but I have no clue as to what to write. At all. And I know what I want to write on and it should go okay but I just want I don't know. I'm not feeling good. And I want to talk to people but I can't because I fucked things up.

There is far too much to be afraid of